Time, the thief of so much

As always, I put things off and never return to them. This blog, being one of them. I make no promises that I'll do any better, because promises are broken. It's been between 2 and 3 years since I last posted and so much has happened.
My marriage is over. We're not divorced yet, but it is over. Yet another failed relationship under my belt. Yippee. He left May 4, 2019 without so much as a goodbye after a fight. It had been building for years, but that didn't make it hurt any less. I found out about a month later, he'd been cheating on me with some biker girl from a near by town. Not that I didn't have my worries during the entirety of our "relationship", but seeing it in black and white in my face was one of the worst feelings in my life.
The worst feeling of my life, thus far, was losing my Dad. He passed away October 31, 2018. I got the call around 12:15 am that he passed away. After that, I fell into a deeper depression. I am fairly certain that I was depressed after mom passed, but losing Dad was the hardest thing I've ever been through. He was always the steady one of my parents and his quiet love is missed daily. Oh, how I miss him.
I finally finished my certification and degrees. I am no longer a college student! I was offered and accepted a position at the school I have been a part of since moving away from my hometown. I am now a Library Media Specialist and I love my job more than any job I have ever had. I like to pretend that I am the overlord of the library, but in reality I do so much in my position. There never is a dull day, okay there may be occasional dull days, but they are after super busy days. :) I manage multiple budgets, order books, toner refills, find things to help teachers and just generally do what I can to help everyone in the building. It is a great position for me and I am so thankful that I have it.
Well, I am emotionally drained now and should probably go to the store for the animals.